midnight orchestra
sekarang jam.. setengah dua.
kali ini bukan terbangun. memang belum menutup mata dari tadi. mendadak punya niat untuk mengerjakan semua tugas yang nunggak. ini momen langka. cepat selesaikan sebelum keinginan itu menguap.
sedang menunggu proses saving layout buta. break sebentar sebelum lanjut bikin tugas yang satu lagi. yang butuh inspirasi (.....) ah. paling payah kalo udah harus mulai dari awal. suka lambat sendiri cuma buat nyari brush atau background, atau milih warna. harus sering-sering cuci mata di deviantart. dan cari inspirasi. karena akan butuh banyak nanti --dan mungkin waktunya nggak selowong ini untuk menyelesaikan.
...sepi ya.
tengok jam oi. 01.35 AM. siapa yang mau berpisah dari kasurnya jam jam segini. udah pernah buat post kayak gini. intinya sama. masih terjaga jam-jam segini, dan emang nggak ada orang. haha. akhirnya berakhir ke curhat sendiri di blog.
ah.. kalo dipikir-pikir. beda ya. blogwalking beberapa kali ke beberapa orang, rata-rata posting mereka menceritakan tentang.. kejadian seru hari itu. atau hari itu ngapain aja. nengok ke sini, ya, kayanya jarang banget menceritakan kegiatan sehari-hari. jadi ini blog apa bukan ya. lebih banyak menulis dengan spontan apa yang ada di otak. yang lagi terpikir, yang lagi dirasakan. emang nggak bakat buat nulis posting yang.. apa ya. bikin orang ketawa mungkin? atau bikin suasana mellow. jadi ya, nulis mah nulis aja. haha.
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daripada nggak jelas. mau share lagu. dapetnya udah agak lama, dari alfi, dan emang udah tahu dikit waktu itu. baru denger beberapa kali baru-baru ini, dan....nggak bisa untuk nggak mendengarkan setiap playlist sedang diputar, mungkin?
apalagi pas tahu artinya..
mayonaka no uta ga saken da boku hontou wa, ano hi kara zutto…
The song of midnight shouted out, and ever since then…
akaku suki touru yuugure no ato hoshitachi wa sora ni suwari, sorezore no oto wo kanadeteita
sunao ninare to iware nakutemo namida wa mou, boku no omoi wo tsurete ashi motode chiisa na umi ninatta
The tracks of red, fading twilight
The stars sit on the sky
Every sound was played
Although I can’t say “be honest”, the tears take my thoughts along
A small sea formed at my feet
sora wa ugokanai niga nobori, oriru dake
jimen wa ugokanai kimi ga aruku ka, aruka naika dake da
The sky doesn’t move; the sun just rises and falls
The ground doesn’t move; it’s up to you to walk or not
mayonaka no uta ga saken da boku hontou wa hitori ga kirai da daikirai da
(taisetsu) wo shitte shimatta ano hi kara zutto
The song of midnight shouted out
The truth is, I hate being alone
I’ve known what is important ever since that day
aa shiawase nante chiisana supun desu kueru kuraide juubun nanda
wake aeru hito ga iruka, inaika dake da
A small spoon is enough to scoop out happiness
There’s just the question of if there are people to share it with
tsuyo ga rutabini hibiga iru kokoro wa sou
marude garasu saiku ga miseru hakanai yume
(junsui) wobutsuke au noga kowai kara bokura wa mina
sureta furi wo shite futoumei na sekai ni sumi tsuita
sureta furi wo shite futoumei na sekai ni sumi tsuita
The days I pretended to be strong come back to me
It’s like showing my heart glasswork, a fleeting dream
Throwing purity around is scary
We’ve all pretended we’ve had it at one point in this opaque world we live in
omotai jiyuu wo biki zutte aruiteta
wakare ga kuru tabi sora gatoozakatte iku youni mieta
I walked, dragging a heavy freedom along
When the farewell came, it looked like the sky was leaving
sayonara no ame gatsubuyaita hirai tamamano kasa gaarunda
koko ni arunda hirai tamamano yasashi saga kono mune nizutto
The rain of goodbye muttered, and my umbrella was open
And now opened kindness will always be in my chest
aa boku ni wa mada akirameteinai saikai gaaru yakusoku gaaru
hoshi kuzu wo beddo nishite nemutte iruano hito ni
I haven’t given up on the hope that we will meet again
I made a promise to the people who sleep with stardust in their beds
kisetsu no nai machi nishagami komu otokonoko
atama wo nadete kureru hito ga inakattadake, sore dake nano ni
There was nobody there for the boy who sat down in a city without seasons
But despite that…
hoshi to mitsu meau samugari na kodomotachi
Cold children that look up at the stars…
mayonaka no uta ga saken da boku hontou wa hitori ga kirai da daikirai da
hitori bocchide iki teyukete shimau nante koto
The song of midnight shouted out
The truth is, I hate being alone, and not knowing whether you’ll keep on being alone
aa, shiawase nante chiisana supun desu kueru kuraide juubun nanda
wake aeru hito ga iruka, inaikadake
A small spoon is enough to scoop out happiness
There’s just the question of if people exist that can share it
mayonaka no uta wa sakebu yo boku hontou wa, boku hontou wa … sabishikatta
taiyou no mabushi sanikaki kesa retemo
The song of midnight is shouting out
Truth is, I was lonely
Even if it gets erased in the radiance of the sun
saa, hata wo furou ka kata wo kumou ka tadautaouka doredemo ii yo
wake ae ru kimi gairuka, inaika dake da yo
Should we wave the flag now? Should we come together?
Should we just sing? Anything is fine
There’s just the question of whether or not you’ll be here or not
Mayonaka no Orchestra
Aqua Timez
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